Celebration

How lucky I am to have known someone that was so difficult to say goodbye to.........

The particular ness of someone so special, so close, that knows you so well,
that has been the first call when things go wrong, the first call when things are right.......
its hard to let go and even harder to want to move on.......
We've celebrated.......
 shed tears.......for what can't be......
We've laughed and rejoiced in the fun that made up the truly sweet, deep joy felt every day for the past five years.... 
I've felt ten feet tall all this time......
So, here I am  on the edge, paddling like crazy underneath, yet appearing as normal I hope......
Busy, moving forward.....learning to love and look after ....Me
Although,
Sad and a bit scared.......

I will never forget......